Thank you all so much for the support and prayers. My mom is at home resting. They did a cardiac cathiterazation (sp) which found some blockages that they fixed. I appreciate all the support.
I am so excited that I have 75 followers!! Thank you!!! :)
So I know I was not supposed to weigh-in but I did this morning. I have been pretty anxious about life so I figured I could allow myself that...... So as of today my weight is 228.4.
I really tend to get upset and down around the holidays and it usually starts around Halloween time. I am not a negative person but my thinking tends to operate in a way that I am constantly waiting for bad things to happen. The reason in that in summer of 1999 I got really sick and almost bled to death from a hemorrhage. Then on 11/15/99, I got a call first thing in the morning saying that my mom had a massive heart attack and was in ICU. On 11/16/11, first thing in the morning that my father had passed away. During this time my brother was in juvenile prison. I am not sharing this as a sob story - really no one who knows me except long term friends even know this about me. I don't often share my stress but I am sharing just because this past week sent me in to a downward sprial and I just needed to vent. My mind is back on high alert that nothing is certain.
Have a good day!